Why talk about the future? It's all more of the same, just in different places. [Maybe he's bitter, but he doesn't sound it. It's more a matter of this being something he has thought long and hard about over the past sixty-odd years.]

This isn't living different. You think you're the first person I've cared about who's gone and blown their brains out? I'm pretty sure I'm not the first person you gave a damn about who tried to pickle his liver or- [or any of the other things he's done to push and shove]

Iris, I just- I'm not sure I believe you.